FIREFLY IN MY WAR

I’ve been in war for a long time
I’ve been in dark war since I lost my torch
And in the dark I keep fighting the beast
Without any lights and hope
My own instinct is my guide
The voices in my head are the requiem for the light
And I’m proud, proud because I can did this alone in the dark
Proud because I still survive, still stand up and roaring loud
Even all of my body is bleeding.

Somehow a firefly came to me and whisper in my ears

He said he will show me the way, he give me his light

A light that can surprise me

I saw what the beast looks like now

Its scares me to death

And all the open wounds over my body screaming pain

The greatest pain I ever know

Firefly whisper again

“It’s okay, now u know what is in front of you

I’ll guide u through all this mess

I’ll keep give u my light until my last breath”

Firefly words chill my bones

I don’t feel so alone now

Both of us begin a new journey

Dedicate for my dear teddy bear :P


masterpiece by: Cherri Sriwijaya

May 21, 2012

BROKEN WINGS ANGEL

I wish to fly again
through the black night sky.

I’m singing a peace song
but no one listen.

Black tears running out
from my black dark eyes.

I've lost
standing here
alone
in the crowd of greedy people.

Evil cover their heart
where they even don't realize
that i’m here all the time
begging for their love.

Sometimes
i have to hide
at the darkest corner
dealing with darkness creatures
dying but can’t die.

Immortality slashing my bone into pieces.
Selfish stab my heart.
Greedy blind my eyes.
Immoral lust broke my wings.

I've almost give up, Father.
With my dying breath
please bless me
with faith and strength.

Allow me to save
at least just one person
with my pureness love.


masterpiece by: Cherri Sriwijaya

October 21, 2010

SUN and SHADOW

Empty...
I feel nothing.
My heart is as cold as ice.

Sun..
I need you.
I let you go but now i regret it.

No!
You are not my sun anymore.
You are just a shadow,
that always haunting me.

Why were you keep touching me in my dream?
You've burned my soul, my dream, my future into ashes.

But soon,
i’ll find my new sun,
and you'll disappear forever,
die in your own graveyard.

You've drag me to hell.
Yes, I've taste the hell in my pain,
and you dance happily in the fire
with my screaming pain as your music.

Soon..
the sun will shine again.
It’ll be very soon
and I’ll taste the clear blue sky again,
sing with birds,
dance with the rivers.

And at the end,
i've to say goodbye shadow,
i’m with my new sunshine now.

He won’t burn me like you did,
but he warms me,
and melt the ice in my heart.

Welcome sun...
And once again,
goodbye shadow.

masterpiece by: Cherri Sriwijaya

RINDU ITU HIDUP INI

Tidak siang tidak malam
terkadang hati gelisah ketika merindu
terkadang hati tenang ketika memadu

Terkadang muncul asa
terkadang pupus harapan
terkadang juga tiada berharap

Hidup ini aneh
semua bisa terjadi
disitu pula letak indahnya

Terkadang berkobar
terkadang ia padam
terkadang pula ia tak nyala

Terkadang bertiup
terkadang tertiup
terkadang tidak keduanya

Namun kunikmati
semua asa
semua harap
semua jalan
semua pilihan
dan semua keindahan
dan kutersenyum untuk semuanya

5TuP!d0 dalam keheningan inspirasi...05 Mei 2009

May 07, 2009

BIARKANLAH...

Jika engkau sedang gundah
ceritakanlah padaku
jika engkau sedang resah
biarkanku tenangkanmu
jika engkau sedang marah
tuangkan amarahmu padaku
dan jika engkau ingin menangis
tangislah di dadaku...

Aku ingin menjadi bahu penyanggamu
menjadi penunjuk jalan bagi hidupmu
cahaya bintang yang menyinari malammu
dan nyanyian alam penentram jiwamu

Biarkanlah aku masuk
ketika kuketuk pintu hatimu
dan ijinkanlah kusinari relung hatimu
yang gelap dan sepi itu

biarkanlah aku datang
biarkanlah aku masuk
dan biarkanlah aku bersemayam
dalam lubuk kebersahajaan cintamu

sebab hanya padamulah
diri ini ingin berserah
sepenuh hati
sepenuh jiwa


5TuP!d0 dalam inspirasi...23 April 2009

April 25, 2009